I'm not sure why I keep thinking about all the wrong decisions I made and how I allowed people to disrespect me in the past. I wanted them to be happy at my own expense, which doesn't make sense to me, because normally I don't allow such things to happen. But with certain people, I allowed it. It confuses me because that's not who I am.
What I realize is that I'm not consistentโI change and accommodate differently with different people, and I don't like that about myself. I should have the same boundaries with everyone, no exceptions.
I keep thinking about this over and over again. Maybe it's because I'm alone here in this big land, and only the chickens are my friends. I don't go out anymore because I don't want any of the chickens to die.
Even though I'm alone, I've been getting a lot of attention latelyโfrom people around me and on social media. But it feels like negative attention. I donโt think itโs the right kind, though maybe I need this attention for future benefits.
I just need to stay focused on the goalโno days off.
Anyway, thatโs all for today. I just needed to get this out of my head.
I wonder if the people I'm thinking about right now are also thinking about me. Maybe thatโs why they keep popping up in my mind. More questions than answers, I guess. But itโs probably not that important.
Might as well shut up, shut down the mind, and get back to work.
See you all again soon.
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Staying focused can be tough with all the distractions of life wishing you the best success @caelum1infernum
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The worse Distractions are in the mind Thank you brother appreciate it
I'd say most people do this, my friend, where they have different boundaries with different people. It's part of the learning process as we return to ourselves. I spend 95-99% of my time alone too, so I feel ya. I'm just purpose-driven and goal-focused now. Unfortunately I've found that most people aren't worth my time, so generally I don't mind being alone anymore, and I've actually come to really appreciate it. I get so much more done, I'll say that! ๐ ๐ ๐ โจ ๐ค
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True we get more done being alone and has a purpose and goals to achieve.
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I've found it to be true indeed. While it is definitely possible to achieve more with others, it's rare, because they need to be well aligned with you, or it's just easier and more efficient to do it yourself. ๐ ๐ ๐ โจ ๐ค
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Not easy to find high achievers like us
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Indeed, I've noticed..lol! ๐ ๐ ๐ โจ ๐ค
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