What turns my mood from 😊 to 😞:
When everything is going smoothly, when I'm having my nice moment, suddenly the thought creeps in through a tiny space and my face goes dim slowly, the good mood is nowhere to be found……(unusual mood swings)
"For me, it's the feeling of being misunderstood. When I'm trying to express myself, and the words don't come out right, or people don't get what I'm saying, it can be really annoying, and frustrating. It's like, I'm trying to share a part of me, and it's getting lost in translation, like!!. It makes me feel like I'm not being heard, like my voice or side of the story doesn't matter. It's a weird feeling, like I'm floating away from everyone, and I don't know how to get back. Sometimes, it feels like I'm all alone, even when I'm surrounded by people that I love."
"There was a cold winter evening in 2015, and I was sitting by the fireplace, staring at the flames. I had just received a letter from my lover, Joan, and it had left me feeling heartbroken. She had misunderstood my words, and thought I was being unfaithful to her. I felt like I was drowning in sorrow. I had tried to explain myself, but the words had gotten tangled up, and now Joan was gone, thinking the worst of me.
As I sat there, tears rolling down my face, I felt like I was all alone in the world. I thought of all the times I had tried to reach out to Joan, to tell her how I felt, but she had never truly listened. It was like I was invisible, like my words were just whispers in the wind.
My heart ached with longing, and I wished I could turn back time, to when we first met, and everything was simple and pure. I wished I could go back to when we understood each other, without words, without doubts. But it was too late now, and all I could do was cry, and hope that someday, Joan would hear her, would see her, and would know that I loved her truly.”
"It was to tell her how I felt, but she had never truly listened. It was like I was invisible, like my words were just whispers in the wind.
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