The heartbreak was so strong, I never thought I would miss him so much. I thought at first I could manage it, but it is becoming so, so strong.
What is happening to me? Why am I seeing myself in this kind of situation? This is very bad. I cannot I'm still living with that. This heartbreak, I cannot live with that.
It is eating me up.
What do you want me to do? How do I heal? I am getting depressed by laying in my hole, not knowing what to do, not knowing where to go, not knowing what to run to. What do you expect me to do in this situation?
I am very, very annoyed. Will I be able to find true love like this again? Will I find someone that cares about me like this? Will I be able to get someone that really cares about me? Maybe yes, maybe no. I am really heartbroken. I don't think I can live with that.
