Thank you, exactly. The thing is, I'm becoming aware of everything, of that mind that has always cruelly crushed me, and the mysterious ego I've discovered by observing myself, analyzing everything that's happening to me now, which, in part, is happening to me again, because, in my case, every life process ends up becoming a kind of internal self-explosion, always seasoned with dramatic tears... and I get tired of it.
But I've come to the conclusion that yes, I understand what's happening, I know the theory and what I should theoretically do, but I'm lacking in the practical side, how to translate all of that into reality to improve. As you say, I certainly need to find a way to transmute those energies, those thoughts that crush me. I need that liberation, to break free from that past that keeps looping, and to use my mind and energy, all that power, in a more beneficial way. How? I don't know completely yet, I'm working on it... in a new phase of my process, I think so...
Thank you so much, really, for reading, for your words, and above all for understanding me. 💖🙏
!BBH
!ALIVE
!HUG