Hi @luisalmeida welcome to Hive. I'm @palomap3 from Lovesniper OCD team.
You're going through that stage where you need to fly the nest, but taking that leap into the unknown is a bit daunting, haha. From what you've told us, you have good qualities, so you'll sort it out fine. I hope you can fulfil your desire to travel during your holidays. As you have the help of @josueelinfame, I just leave you a couple of useful links and recommend that you visit these communities, I'm sure you'll like them: Actifit and Worldmappin.
Tips and information as a Hive newbie here: newbie guide.
Communities you might like that are part of the OCD Communities Incubation Program. Important: read their rules and post in the one that fits your content.
Have a good day!