Sometimes life throws us curve balls. I know when you want something so badly, and then it seems like it's the perfect journey to embark upon. Then you discover that it's just not in the cards. Sometimes, a 'no' isn't forever, it's just a 'no' for the time being. Perhaps the journey you chose instead has a greater impact on others; an impact you may never know, but perhaps that's the purpose. Your health issue was a way to get you to stop and reasses.

I hope your health is better now and that the journey you are on is meaningful for you.

Take care and have a lovely day! !LADY