Hello Ladies!
How about a small talk between us? I'll appreciate the thoughts shared in the comment section after reading this. It's been a little bother for me and I'm hoping I'll get it out of me by writing it out.
About our beauty as girls, as ladies or as women, whatever fits but I mean the female gender and how we see ourselves from within. I can't say I'm the most beautiful in the world and I'm not ugly but sometimes, we can't just help but feel ugly or less than we had been seeing ourselves or is it just me?
Recently, I've been struggling with a rough face. It's getting too much that I feel so bad for my face, a pimple here and another there with so many dark spots from the ones that didn't heal properly. I've had to get rid of these from my face long before now and my face has been good enough for a while until recently as if I fell into a trap.
If I am very honest, I feel my confidence losing itself because of this. I want to look good, I love to look good but I don't look good and people have to stare at my face to talk, how do I avoid that? The only way is, boosting my confidence even with my rough face situation.
But doing just that is getting harder, I still find myself thinking more on how to get myself looking good again. It's actually going to be a difficult one looking good as I'm only going past a phase once again but it's staying way too long than I can bear with.
Thinking hard on how I look to those seeing me but can't tell how terrible it looks to them or show a facial expression that disapproves my looks, that thinking is hitting different for me and I'm not loving it at all. Thankfully to my set random music playlist, a song came on today and I felt my face was attacked literally.
"Scars to your beautiful by Alessia Cara", a song whose lyrics I know very well but I can't remember the last time I sang it. This song came on and every line plays into my ear like they were composed specially for me saying, the scars are beautiful too.
As I listened, I couldn't help but smile at how uplifting the words were for me. It's not like I won't think of ways to get rid of these ugly parties going on in my face but the song helped remind me that, a rough face doesn't define who I am and my beauty is still one I should value.
I mean, these stuffs would go away from my face right? But why can't I get it out of my mind to keep my confidence intact? That's my bother.
I would have love to explain more about how I feel about my face right now but I'd love to hear from you ladies, what do you do when you are in such a situation?
Let's talk more in the comment section, shall we?
Thumbnail is an AI of me and video from YouTube
