Persistent, tenacious and passionate...

I decided to be authentic, sometimes I let my inner girl flow, and now I fall badly 🙈, but I don't care, my peace and happiness is given to me by me. Stop walking through life carrying guilt with anger towards myself and not truly being who I came to be. I don't allow manipulation, lies and envy, far from that kind of people.

I always allow close people who accept me as I am persistent, tenacious, passionate, and I like to help people, but he didn't let me fuck... Especially when I speak and say: "I don't want this," the rain of stones against me comes further back, but we have to move forward because our essence is ours to stop living in automatic.

Being yourself is not a "spiritual awakening". It is to understand how many versions we have invented so as not to lose affection in the versions we invent of ourselves, so as not to be left alone. 🙃

And when we see it without fear, something key appears: we had not got lost, because we had left ourselves last.

When we learn to look at ourselves without fear, difficulties change size, without a doubt, they do not become easy but they stop running over us. And although it sounds strange, hope appears there and we begin to see solutions, scenarios of progress and this, I assure you, appears the moment we stop fighting with ourselves and start listening to ourselves, seriously.

When life hits me hard, very hard, the persistence, tenacity that are part of my emotional management, which even sounds like a book concept, is pure survival instinct. Sometimes you just want to get through the day, not break, not hurt anyone, not turn off. And that is also my emotional awakening only that it belongs, I think, to my most basic and human version to resist.

I think the real work starts when we start listening to each other and understanding that part of our lives we live for others. Being yourself is worth more than any mask.

I live in an ideal world. But I am is what there is. It is up to us to take care of ourselves in that sense. Of this I have, zero doubts. At least for now, I feel more me... "when I'm alone, inhabiting my own company and it really is one of my favorite places of peace." I have learned from my mistakes, now I am my priority, now I think more about myself.

I know a lot of people who are productive and successful in the public eye and tend to hide to avoid conflicts, I remember that I had a childhood of many "no's".

Today, I acted consistently, in relation to myself. As adults it is up to us to take charge to really start living. Are you willing to pay the price of being yourself?

Janitze.🌷❣️