I learned to channel impulsive energy and transform it into constructive force.
Not everything that transformed my life is visible... But everything feels. It has been a year from January to July of great personal experiences and if I had to take an inventory of achievements I realize something powerful.
My greatest victories are not in what I did outwards, but in what I healed, released and transformed inside of me. I grew up in silence, I reconciled with parts of myself that I had put off. I dared to feel more and to demand less of myself. I discovered that when my internal world changes, everything around me begins to align, and then I understood that a lot of that transformation ended up impacting, without realizing it, many people, those who were next to me.
Today I can say without hesitation that I am a lucky person and this year 2025, confirmed it to me, because when we stop copying ourselves and start recognizing ourselves life ceases to be a performance and becomes an authentic work.
Life is an odyssey, enjoy it, but be careful.
To grow it is necessary to sacrifice things with difficult decisions and leave everything behind. And let's not even think about going back, because what we left behind is no longer the same, we are going to get a huge frustration if we think about going back.
Just as I have been transformed by the decision to move forward and to take responsibility for myself, that which I left behind has also been transformed, it is not the same house, it is not the same people. To advance is to continue with the pants well on, knowing that we will suffer to get out of that social, family circle, and affection or, sometimes comfortable, sometimes uncomfortable but at the end of the day to advance.
We will never be prepared for everything, but everything is always preparing us. What happened had to happen, what went away had to go and what is coming has to happen.
This account is not just nostalgia, it is living proof that my personal achievements this year have been possible thanks to balance, to my introspection, and how the first relationship I cultivate is with myself. To this I add another great truth and that is that to live the human experience, in its totality we need others.
Let everything that comes have the intention of improving our life. Now as an adult I realize that all the Christmas magic I experienced in my childhood, I really had parents who loved me too much. Relationships make life more enjoyable, as easy and as fun.
Everyone builds their network in their own way and with the people who feel right to be in our environment.
My 2025 has been a balance, space for all my roles and that makes me feel very good. There are many people with whom I have built solid, transformative and love-filled relationships. Everyone has moments portrayed in my being, throughout 2025.
To all of you, in this community, you are one click away from the distance anywhere in the world. I am waiting for you on my blog every day of 2026. I wish that the coming year will find us more whole, more conscious and more faithful to our spirit in presence, strength and coherence. Happy new year.
Janitze.🌷
Separator made with Canva by @janitzearratia
Any images in this post are taken with my iPhone 12, the Infinix pro-note 30 or with the camera eighties Rolleiflex 2.8 f, and edited by me with Canva
Translation with |DeepL