Hi, I am Arveno from Surabaya city. In this content i want to share about my experience in the past week. This time i will talk about faith. It really sounds not like me. But, really i dont think this week and all my tiny little experience can be logical. It started at The Friday night. When i was doom instagram scrolling i dont know why but 2 of 5 content that i watch are related to what i think about that i still dont have the answer. At first the content was telling about No Need To Be Afraid and Just Believe. And believe me those content are not Religious related. Only random people making content about those 2 meaning.
At first i dont realized and not aware about that.
And since its when my wife birthday, and its weekend so i am sleep late i dont know maybe i sleep at 2 a.m at dawn. And i recently looking the serial about Jesus Christ because i seen on my timeline that the serial about Jesus called The Chosen and i kinda curious. And guess what!!! 3 episode in season 3 all the story about dont be afraid and the last before i going to sleep was this story Whoever has faith the size of a sesame seed can move mountains. Thats kinda odd right??
At first i just enjoyed the serial. But, when I think back why this scene is related with those in instagram content. My conclution at those night was yeah those CEO and SEO of this smart phone is kinda scary. It felt that they can know what i am thinking. Just it no other thought.
A day passed and i do usual thinks at Saturday and when evening we are going to church since my son having school work that need autograph from Father in church. So like it or not we are all need to go to church. Maybe this school work is for the parents not for the kid.LOLZ.
And guess what!!! The Homily Preaching is about Believe and Faith. About when Jesus healed the 10 people that have leprosy and only one back to thank to Jesus because he believed and need to thank to GOD. And comes back again the father told at the preacher that we only need small amount of faith that we can move huge mountain in the end.
Okay, my problem recently is still i am afraid that i cannot paid the instalment for the house if i really take that house. But deep down inside my heart. Something like burning feeling said that you can do it. Just believe!! And the rest of the mass my though just travelling inside my head about those sign. Is this sign from God that lead me to the right way. Or this is the temptation from the Devil??
After done get Father Autograph, we decided to go home and eating at home. And i continue watching The serial about Jesus. And this episode hit my heart so hard. Really really hard. When Simon Peter doubting and asking about his faith to Jesus and ask Jesus to said that he can walk in water if Jesus said to. I dont know why i am crying when i see those scene. Maybe it something related with me. I am having faith but not that bigger and still doubting like Simon Peter at that time. And what i need to do is just believe to HIM. But over the time. I am starting to having faith that i will do it. This is really sign from GOD, that i need to take this path. Whether I can do it or not, I trully surrender to His Way. Just Do It like Nike slogan.
So, did you guys ever having same experience like mine?
