I am so sorry for the loss of your neighbors and the impact this has had on you.
Sharing it understandably helps you process what happened.
Despite the sadness, it is admirable that you find moments of beauty in your surroundings, such as snow and the company of your adorable Labrador.
I hope that 2026 brings better news and that you find comfort in the memories and in the people around you.
I wish you a lot of strength and a year full of hope.

!ALIVE
!BBH
!HUESO