Ooh, accept my condolences. This was exactly how heavy my heart was three years ago I and my mom ended a call section, in the next one hour, the news came up that she has past on. I thought they were just talking, getting home as she lay as if though sleeping.
I pushed her, called her, prayed upon her, called severely but to no avail.
My heart became as heavy as a stone filled with thoughts. Till today she never answered me. It's so painful but what can we do?