Well, we don't think you should be worried about "what if, when if," especially not if that will make you ride into the future with scarcity.
Long ago, in an old movie, Doris Day was singing a song "Que sera, sera" (whatever will be, will be)."
In that sense, we believe it's way more important and beneficial to be focused on the "now" and what you can do now, and at the same time be prepared for all sorts of outcomes, no matter if, in the end, you are going to celebrate achieving your goals, or learned tons of lessons and new skills on the way.
In short, ENJOY YOUR RIDE, and don't give up! All the rest will come!
!ALIVE | !BBH | !LADY