Raising humans who have free will that they can use any way they want is the hardest thing ... the Lord said there would be sorrow to Eve, and we cannot imagine her sorrow over Cain and Abel. But also, God Himself, Father of all Creation, understands, and hears your prayers ... His Son, obedient unto death and resurrection, made it possible for Him to adopt a whole bunch of us that spend a lot of our lives on bad choices when we don't have to until we learn ... but He never stops loving His children, ever.