Though the way I noticed wasn't big, it was in just a very small way that I almost did not give my full attention to.
I noticed that the energy that I used to have started to wear away little by little. Things that I so much enjoyed doing started feeling like a big task for me. Even the people that I find interesting and the conversation we usually have started fading away like a smoke into the thin air.
At first I put the blame on the economy, bad government, money or anything I could probably think of, pressure and stress. But right inside of me, I vividly knew something was not right and I was losing my spark like a bolt was set free inside me.
Not that everything was not going well, nothing was missing but I was just tired in a way I can't explain. But I just keep going each day like nothing was wrong with me. But now, things have changed. I now pay attention to everything around me more than ever before. I take my time to cool off before I wear down.
Because deterioration is something very silent. It eat and set in little by little and if I am not careful again, it will eat me up and slow everything down again.
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