As i read this poem, i actually feel your pain and longing deeply. We sometimes want to be loved and desire that so circumstances and all may prevent that from happening. I can sense how much you want to be reached, not with empty words, but with real love and support. The repetition of the words “Reach for me” feels like a cry straight from your heart, and it moved me. It makes me wish I could stretch out my hand to let you know you’re not alone.