Hello @cathyarrow.
If it helps, please accept a big hug as a show of support for the pain of your loss. I'm so sorry.
At least you can rest easy because you were able to be with her until her final moments. That means a lot, and I'm sure she appreciated it immensely.
You'll continue to remember her forever, but hopefully it's with laughter and the best moments alive.
Again, a big hug from afar.