On the radar screen of life, which in human terms, can be an eternity. I scold myself, I call attention to myself, every time I think about that you ask...! Galenkp, because the future is so uncertain that I never get an answer that gives me peace, besides the anxiety that generates me when I do, robs me of my joy and calm.
So, I'm going to make some very clear points about it, for example I am fond of repetition and when I do I acquire a love for life here and now.
In this way, the ordinary becomes extraordinary and as soon as my beliefs change so do my temporary mental constructions that sustain my life, until new beliefs appear that I change as soon as something that works for me arises because of those that are no longer functional. At least, Galenkp, I'm trying to get out of the cloud of ignorance.
1.- I plan, because it gives me functionality.
So, I dedicate myself to the projects of the day, I plan the week, when I am not producing, I do the support work for everyone, because if there is something I should be grateful for in this life it is for having the great human being that is my husband J. R, who by my side works hard to try not to leave anything to chance.
2.- Health, nutrition and exercises that promote adaptability.
I am aware that we eat balanced, avoid the sedentary life, and have enough distractions to not fall into the loops of negative thoughts.
3.- Emigrate...
We have been doing the crossover to independent work in my country Venezuela for years, without any inconveniences. And as a result of the current instability in my country we are thinking about emigrating and starting from scratch, without anyone leveraging you in that other country, thinking about it frightens me because of the uphill, which can be, I have already lived the experience in previous years and if it has been achieved with a lot of patience, stoicism and discipline, nothing has been easy.
4.- Getting older...
Certainly ageism influences, but it is not decisive, if we are based on false thoughts about life. Everyone decides whether to put on their slippers, lie down in a sirloin armchair, and adapt to getting older depending on others "or "is still active looking for new and innovative alternatives that I would never have dreamed of trying. I have never doubted that my children will do the best they can for me, at some point, I hope and work every day, so that it will not be soon.
Anyway, the log of our lives is a journey to the future, it is impossible for something new to happen, it is only possible to have new experiences of those that have happened many times before, such as the four seasons, listening to the sound of a favorite melody that I have heard over and over, without getting tired of it, or a sweet embrace of love of which I will never get tired and going through it is in my hands.
And when I notice that the road has circled back to me, I realize that where I want, I wish to be, I have already been... And I always was.
These roses surprised me in my backyard, they were grown by me. They are beautiful and smelly, I brought the seeds from Medellin, Colombia, my neighboring country.
Janitze 🌹
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