I remember those times very well. One time we had nothing to eat and could only buy something for my little daughter. Other times we had just cheap Maggi soups for dinner. That was very hard times and I did swear to me that this will never happen again. It took a long time to pay all debts. It took time to learn how to manage my money. It took time to learn how to invest. Overall it was many years and I was often depressed and sought advice in alcohol but I kept going. Today I have no debts and avoid debts under all circumstances. I invested in many different things like crypto and also classic investments. My money management had several buffer so I always have enough money to pay some random bills or a car repair.
You will make your way!
You need to be patient and strong and you need a long breath.
!BBH !ALIVE !HUG