One thing I have come to understand in this life there is no judgement more than our conscience. It tells us when we are doing things right or wrong. Now one thing we must understand is that we can only start feeling bad or that God is away from us when we are also seen as people who are far from God.
There is no how we can be seen as people who commune with God and do the will of God and we then be seen as people that are far from God. When we do the right thing which God almighty expects from us. We will get to understand that God I'm his infinite mercy will always be close nearby to us
God made us to understand that we should call him in time of our need and he will always show up for us if only we can understand and believe that there is nothing impossible for God to do for us.
He said we should knock and the door of blessings shall be open unto us. God is mercy and his mercy endures forever and ever. What we need is to keep trusting and doing the will of God.
God bless his word.
Amen