In general, I always have a lot of things to do, and it seems fine to me. Now I don't take them to heart like I used to. Whatever is provoking me. If I am my judge and my dictator, why mistreat me with self-demands? .
This week, I'm busy for health and well-being reasons, but that's okay, because these demands make one feel useful, active, and resolute.
Doing those errands with everything and the setbacks, which I have in my country, because it already speaks of me being in good condition....
When I understood that and that my children are already grown up fulfilling their life purposes, I also realized that if I were my husband, he would have me in a display case to contemplate me, something like a Barbie —hahahaha— that's when I knew that it was Me and my habits and my beliefs that made me attack my own abilities, time and also jumping over my needs, and priorities.
Pretending that I can always do it my own way, without counting on the energy of others, takes me away from the possibility of being an eternal learner, to dismantle the old and to make room for the new, while everything happens.
I hope I don't have so many answers. It also helped that I am not working at the same pace as I did in previous years.
I like the experience and the dimensions it takes for everyone, the way to ignore or set physical and mental limits.
Big hug for everyone. Nice day.
Janitze.🐝
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