Let me start with the most important thing: ❤️
Isn't it interesting that you wrote from the heart, trying to "decipher" and "decompose" the ego? Addicted to pain and suffering, pushing you over the edge, the ego is a marvelous character with limited power, though. The brain, on the other hand, is an entirely different ball game. It's a double-edged sword. Super powerful when deployed accordingly.
It's about getting to know yourself better and seeing how you can improve certain things you've been carrying around. That's life's true challenge and test: this inner evolution.
Yep; that's the punchline. If you find a way to transmute all that low-vibrational energy you've gathered over the past, while recognizing how amazing you are, inner peace will become your companion.
