Being the first daughter can be very frustrating — the pressure can be too much. I never realized that until I lost my sister and had to step into the shoes of being the first daughter and the only girl in the family. There are just things that I expected of you to do, take care of your mom, basically anything that has to do with my mom now is on my head, and I have to be there for her. I have to spend money on her to give her whatever she would want to eat, and all that. Sometimes when I look at it, I'll be like, I didn't even know my sister went through all this. Wherever she is, in heaven, keep resting in the bosom of the Lord. It is not always easy, but at the end of the day, I try to make myself happy and also know that I am the person and I am important, and if I take life too seriously, it will affect me.