I'll have to check out your other post. When you talked about that sudden needle into a bubble. I recognize that. It has happened to me on a few occasions in the past. It is not a good feeling. But like you, I would let the motions flow. Usually back then though, I had my dog Bailey to talk to at nights. As that is when those feelings would usually fall over me. Hope you find someone to talk with, even if it is a pet.