beelzael rebloggedbeelshops in #hive-193552 • yesterdayHolding on and pushing through. My Actifit Diary: May 12 2026Today was such a busy day that I had to decide between taking a walk and writing a post on my main account. I opted for the walk. It was necessary, and although I have some good…beelzael rebloggedbeelshops in #hive-193552 • 8 days agowon't move tomorrow. My Actifit Diary: May 5 2026Everything hurts. Especially my legs. What was I thinking? Clock sits at 16,500 steps, and on top of that I decided to go to the gym and do leg training. After doing Tang Soo Do…beelzael rebloggedbeelshops in #hive-193552 • 12 days agoBaby steps backwards. My Actifit Diary: May 1 2026Is it Fridays that it hits differently? Or just random? I remember being in the same mood last Friday. Ready to cry at every minute. To punch walls. Diminish people. Give into my…beelzael rebloggedbeelshops in #hive-193552 • 11 days agoBack in paradise. My Actifit Diary: May 2 2026It was hard to get into gear. A long night, short sleep, and overall exhaustion. But the prospect of the day was excellent – going to my favorite place in the Intag valley with…beelzael rebloggedbeelshops in #hive-193552 • 14 days agoLet the Ki flow. My Actifit Diary: April 29 2026Today I felt it again. Finally. After so many years. I was hesitant about the martial arts training at first, I didn’t quite connect with the teacher, he was talking a little too…beelzael in #hive-168869 • 18 days agoChanging tides.We went to a different place yesterday to do the jamsession. It was the last one with Stephen, whobeelzael in #hive-194913 • 19 days agoAm I living Half-Life?Waking up this morning was particularly strange. I hadn't slept very well - the situation with my daughter is starting to wear on me - and also had a long day in front of me…beelzael in #hive-126152 • 20 days agoA party crashing.Last weekend, on a Saturday, I accompanied Ellie and Kami to a party. Ellie and I had found a huge amount of red flags regarding that party, and it would be the first party at…beelzael rebloggedbeelshops in #hive-193552 • 21 days agoQuito and back. My Actifit Diary: April 22 2026Whenever I set an early alarm, I wake up 20 times in the hour before it. Just not to miss it. Same today. Alarm set at 4.15am, and since 3am I started waking up around every 5…beelzael rebloggedbeelshops in #hive-193552 • 22 days agoMy Actifit Diary: April 21 2026Time keeps ticking on. Slowly now. I try to speed it up, but it doesn’t work. There’s nothing left I can do. Just wait. And wait. I filed all the paperwork. The court has 10 days…beelzael in #hive-169191 • 23 days agoWhat's land worth now?beelzael in #hive-126152 • 28 days agoDo you sing praise?I'm back at reading my favorite diary again, that one by Marcus Aurelius. His thoughts always make me think. This time about praise. He uses the metaphor of beauty, but I think…beelzael rebloggedbeelshops in #hive-193552 • last monthnot myself. My Actifit Diary: April 12 2026It’s getting harder to wake up again. The void is just there, and unavoidable, ironically. I do fill it with work and snuggles and friends and company and more work and whatever…beelzael in #hive-126152 • last monthWhen to stop talking?The amount of hate speech and hate crime are correlated. . If we let everythinbeelzael in #hive-168869 • last monthHer.With everything going on in our lives, Ellie and I decided to escape for a night. I'll probably make a longer post about the trip, as everything was near to perfect.…beelzael in #hive-194913 • last monthThe Arupos are blooming.It's a beautiful time of the year when that happens. Arupos are native to Ecuador and Perú ("Chionanthus pubescens") and they're almost everywhere in the Sierra. For some reason…beelzael rebloggedbeelshops in #hive-193552 • 2 months agoMore ghosts, more past. My Actifit Diary: March 27 2026The Ghosts are just that. Past. Passed away. Situations of former times that I have already dealt with. Whose consequences I already suffered. Going through these messages is…beelzael in #hive-150015 • 2 months agoDarn Yarn.I took these pictures especially for a B/W comparison. A long time ago. Then I got distracted a couple of months and never even converted them. Well... Now it's time and here…beelzael in #hive-126152 • 2 months agoWanting to be wrong.I cried a lot yesterday. It was like a 500kg weight had been lifted off my shoulders just to be dropped right onto my heart. That kind of ambiguity. Tears of joy, tears of fear…beelzael rebloggedsplintertrends in #hive-13323 • last year40000 Upvote giveaway (Win your share from 1050 SPS and 21 TRENDZ tokens)Dear Splinterlands Community! Last week, I surpassed my first 40000 upvotes. A huge thanks to everyone, who supports my small hobby project. To celebrate this, I created a…
