Its been a month!

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One month on. It is now one month since I last held the status of "full time employee". After thirteen years at the business I worked at, I was given a retrenchment package, and for the most part, I've been really happy.

I have settled into a rhythm of going to the gym every second day (except today, my shoulder is full of delayed onset muscle soreness, from ... of all things - finally being able to perform an overhead standing press of nearly 50kG (47.5kg, for those that care) but once that has diminished, hopefully tomorrow, I will be back onboard with renewed fervour.

I can probably name the "productive" things I've done on one hand, but I've had such a fulfilling time during this unemployed phase. I've gotten incredibly strong (both physically and emotionally!), strengthened friendships; picked up some new hobbies (like I needed even more of them!), and grown a copious amount of Chilli in my home's garden.

I've done a bit of photography, (though I'd like to do more) and I've gone to a friend's exhibition opening - and made some very interesting new contacts that I hope to produce some art work with in the future.

I've had a few job interviews, and I'm awaiting the outcome of at least one of them eagerly. I have many more applications pending, and I'm playing the waiting game for the most part.

I am extrmely fortunate to be in the position where I have a decent financial runway before I am financially ruined and end up actually looking like my appearence.

I look homeless, so that could be a really real threat, in some (I don't care to share) specificed measure of time.

I know that measure of time quite while, and I'm comfortable with it, because I am an Analyst at heart, and a nerd at play; therefore I am content to play the waiting game.

Otherwise, I can always go and obtain a forklift licence or a truck licence and have lots of employment awaiting me, but I want to do something that will fill fulfilling and will allow me to have broad contact with members of the community.

I want to flex my knowledge of the art theory world, symbolism, colour theory, the properties of light, but I know that my skills are in being really good at using computers, analysis, Excel, PowerBI, and all the adjacent fields.

For the most part, and for the all of the parts, I'm hopeful about the future, and am thoroughly enjoying life, remaining as frugal as possible and enjoying all of the artefacts of my prior labours (games, books, and my home).

As to what comes next, you (and I) will just have to wait and see. :)

At least I'll have more time to write nonsense here.

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I am hanging out for a package, but nothing yet. No big deal as the work is still good.

Time to read more sci-fi books

Absolutely, been reading voraciously :D

I have lots to do, went for a hike this morning to scout out some photo locations for a new project that should push some technical and artistic boundaries of mine, so I am keen!

@ctrpch @holoz0r what are you reading?

Wheel of time (second time through the series) I am half way through book three.

IMHO it is the ultimate fantasy, sci-fi, world building, character development, story telling fiction.

I haven't read it... I'll add to my library list! Thanks!

I've read so much lately, the best one I've read lately is the Three Body Problem series. I'm about to dive into Ender's Game by Orson Scott Card, because, well, I think I read it growing up, but I can't remember if I did.

Oh I read it growing up but can't recall it either. And I started 3 body problem but never got into it, though I loved the series.

I haven't watched the series for 3 body problem, but it has certainly inspired some ideas in me for some of my own writing. I am sort of, kind of, cooking an anthology of short stories in my own head. I've got a few already published on HIVE (in the past) but I need to dig them up and polish them up, then figure out how... publishing works, like proper submitting to a publisher publishing, because... why not?

I've got plenty of time at the moment...

Sounds pretty fulfilling and glad to hear you are making the most of it. Unemployment can be bloody awesome.

I am definitely keeping myself entertained and busy. If only I could work on getting enough sleep, I'd be operating on yet another level all together! :D

Ashwagandwa and magnesium!!

I have melatonin but I use it sparingly, it totally knocks me down and out.

Oh I use that as well, works a treat. Have a look at ashwagandwa though.

I know this is late to the comments but damn, I didn't even know. I officially resigned last week after 7 years here, commuting an hour each way, accomplishing very little with life but collecting more coins.

But even though I sent my official letter, they want to talk to me again at the end of today to convince me to stay and I must admit I have the jitters a bit and might stay for a LOT of complicated reasons.

But one of those many reasons is I just don't have faith in myself that I could use unemployment time in the way you have described. I'm almost certain I will descend into depression, weight gain and sleeping until 2am. I seriously want the opportunity to get fit and strong and all that stuff but... I don't believe in myself XD

So I think you're doing unemployed-ness in the best way anybody realistically could. Nice!

Also, its not necessarily the amount of money left that affects the mind but the simple observation that the number is shrinking. Can be very stressful even when it's still a ton

Well it is two months and two days now. Been really frugal, the runway is longer. Had stuff I wrote more recently with an update.

Congrats on your desertion of employment. It isn't the stupidest choice someone can make, not by a long shot. If you don't want to go get STRONK, just go for a walk in the morning and the evening, the endorphins will fight against whatever depression looms.

You don't need permission from anyone to start doing anything, you just go and do it. :)

The number is stable, for the time being, but it will go down the next time I need to put fuel in the car. With what is going on in the world today, I am anguishing for that moment... at around $2.2 / litre of fuel at the moment.

Don't worry, the Israel stuff should escalate to nuclear apocalypse long before you run outta cash ;-)

Yeah there's a lot more to my situation... if they cave and give me a bit of what I tried to negotiate, I might stay. Me not working means my wife has even more pressure to work which right now would be very selfish of me.

For context, Tuesday, Saturday & Sunday she was at work until 2-4am. Last night, home at midnight, then a phone meeting at 12:30 until 3am. She then woke up earlier than me me, around 6:30am, straight to home office to work. Work culture can be insane here.

So, me sitting around at home going 'I think I'll take a mental health walk' just doesn't... vibe lol. I gotta give her the window to quitting this whole grind.

High knees on the spot, then :P In another room. Crazy work culture.

Looking forward to seeing what the future holds for you sir.

If today is any judgement, I think I finally gave myself permission to finally relax. I doom scrolled most of the morning, but it wasn't a day to go to the gym today, that will be tomorrow morning :)

That is a good thing I think. Unless of coarse taken to the extreme by never doing anything productive. Required for a healthy life for sure the relaxing part at least not so sure about the doom scrolling...