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RE: Its been a month!

in #rambling7 days ago

I know this is late to the comments but damn, I didn't even know. I officially resigned last week after 7 years here, commuting an hour each way, accomplishing very little with life but collecting more coins.

But even though I sent my official letter, they want to talk to me again at the end of today to convince me to stay and I must admit I have the jitters a bit and might stay for a LOT of complicated reasons.

But one of those many reasons is I just don't have faith in myself that I could use unemployment time in the way you have described. I'm almost certain I will descend into depression, weight gain and sleeping until 2am. I seriously want the opportunity to get fit and strong and all that stuff but... I don't believe in myself XD

So I think you're doing unemployed-ness in the best way anybody realistically could. Nice!

Also, its not necessarily the amount of money left that affects the mind but the simple observation that the number is shrinking. Can be very stressful even when it's still a ton

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Well it is two months and two days now. Been really frugal, the runway is longer. Had stuff I wrote more recently with an update.

Congrats on your desertion of employment. It isn't the stupidest choice someone can make, not by a long shot. If you don't want to go get STRONK, just go for a walk in the morning and the evening, the endorphins will fight against whatever depression looms.

You don't need permission from anyone to start doing anything, you just go and do it. :)

The number is stable, for the time being, but it will go down the next time I need to put fuel in the car. With what is going on in the world today, I am anguishing for that moment... at around $2.2 / litre of fuel at the moment.

Don't worry, the Israel stuff should escalate to nuclear apocalypse long before you run outta cash ;-)

Yeah there's a lot more to my situation... if they cave and give me a bit of what I tried to negotiate, I might stay. Me not working means my wife has even more pressure to work which right now would be very selfish of me.

For context, Tuesday, Saturday & Sunday she was at work until 2-4am. Last night, home at midnight, then a phone meeting at 12:30 until 3am. She then woke up earlier than me me, around 6:30am, straight to home office to work. Work culture can be insane here.

So, me sitting around at home going 'I think I'll take a mental health walk' just doesn't... vibe lol. I gotta give her the window to quitting this whole grind.

High knees on the spot, then :P In another room. Crazy work culture.