I'm deeply touched you're going through these even when you go out of your way to offer help here especially to me.
But please you have to find a way to heal, start by accepting the fact that you're attractive. Of course you are, you're a rare gem with a heart of gold. Forgive yourself too.
I'm optimistic you'll find someone who shares your dreams and values. I hope you do too.
It's also necessary you find someone genuine to talk to, as it will help lift your spirit. You're not alone on this my dear friend.🤗💚💪
Do have a fabulous weekend 🎉